its been a while since i wrote anything, my life has been really weird for the past few weeks, as you might be aware ive has thyroid problems, then my mum was diagnosed with thyroid problems..then a few days later she collapsed in the garden, bless her she looked like a battered wife, we spend another glorious evening / night in A&E making sure she was ok. thankfully she is fine, but still having anxiety do's and palpitations...shes under investigation by the cardiology team. i hate the fact my parents are aging, at times they look so frail and vulnerable and both are under 60! i know i cant stop time, so im spending as much of my time with them, im lucky i get on wit them unbelievably well, as does my hubby, he actually calls my dad "dad", and we go away on hols together, and me and my mum go shoppin whilst the boys go for beverages

in addition to this run of bad things happening to my mum, me and my husband are getting on soooo well, we went through a bad patch a while ago, i just used to have a go all the time, now i know alot of that was down to how my faulty thyroid affected my emotional state...a book i have been reading on thyroid dysfunction states that many people with hyperthyroid end up seperating / divorsing from partners as they have bursts of anger and argue all the time, not being able to control their anger. so i have been appologising profusely, not for everythin you understand, he's still a git sometimes, but has been really understanding for months and months. he has been syaing since new year that he wants us to have a baby, and without details weve started trying, im taking folic acid now on the recommendation of a good friend, and my hubby keeps being fab, teling me in the middle of shopping in town how he cant wait for me to have his babies and that we can move house sometime this year (another story, but thats been a long fought battle to move), i hate being all happy sometimes when others may be feeling rubbish, but you have to enjoy the good bits or they pass you by..right!?